This topic is very near and dear to me for a number of reasons. The purpose of this post is to shed light over the responsibility of an individual capable of making their own decisions, but don’t. This is for those who allow others situations to trigger feelings and actions that may be deemed ironic by a thinker like me. This post is to cast no judgement, I was once someone who FELT obligated to do certain things, feeling like I owed people things that I didn’t. Its ok. Its human.
For those of you still a bit in the blind, allow me to give an example.
I knew a guy once. He had a cousin whom was also his best friend whom was never on the straight and narrow path. He was a very commendable young man in his motive to help others, but I wouldn’t say he was the wisest. Well, his best friend would always get into some sort of debt, some sort of trouble. His favorite line to say to me was “…but that’s my best friend in the world, I have to help him”. He’d literally give his last, that’s the commendable part. One night he and his best friend went out to a club and a verbal altercation broke out between his best friend and another young man. I wasn’t there, but I’m sure in his head he was saying “…this is my very best friend, I HAVE to help him”. By the end of the night, the guy I once knew was dead. He was shot and killed jumping into a situation that had zero to do with him. He was also MY best friend.
However, I’m an analyzer at its finest and when I broke it down I realized besides the obvious, he felt obligated. He felt it was his RESPONSIBILITY to react in what he thought was his friends’ best interest.
Besides the deep story I just gave there is a lighter side and easy yet harsh lesson that can be learned. I feel that when one FEELS obligated to do something, they don’t necessary weigh in what the results will be. They don’t stop to think what they are shaking their head yes to. I feel that it’s OK to be obligated to something; that tells me that you have no problem with responsibility. However, there is a great difference in FEELING obligating and actually BEING obligated. Feeling obligating reminds me of something similar to entrapment. I feel it produces a feeling of being unable to make any other choice but THAT choice. That isn’t how an obligation should be. One should WANT to be obligated for NO reason other than their own. For reasons due to their own integrity and commitment.
Words of Wisdom: They’re simple. Want to do something and do it. When you make a commitment be it in a relationship, school, love, friendship, job, or dream; WANT to do it. That way when it’s time to sacrifice something for it, you’re not on the fence about it. It makes for an easier decision. It’s rather easy to decipher between those who FEEL obligated and those who know what it is to genuinely BE obligated. When a situation comes, and a sacrifice has to be made, no matter the extremity, you make it. No matter the result that is to be had, you’re confident that you devoted yourself to whatever it was. As well, you’re happy.
Being a soldier is an obligation. They understand what could happen and still continue on. Being married and loyal is an obligation. They understand what the commitment entails and continues on. Get it?? Now go look at ALL the situations in your life and see just how obligated you are to them. Is it something that you’re doing because you want to, or because you feel you have to? Understand just WHY you feel like your commit yourself to it. If you come out with an acceptable answer for YOU.. Then continue on with life and be happy.
I hope this touched someone in a way that alters a thought process. I hope this gives someone a grasp on the concept and works as that catalyst to make you reevaluate your situation. I hope in the future you can say that you’re obligated for the right reasons.